SILENCE IN MY SOUL

When i touch her there is silence
When i feel her there is silence
When i taste her there is silence

Silence in my soul because my soul is quiet and at rest with her. No longer do a i feel her tremble, no longer do i see her tremble because she is relaxed. Her sickness has left her. Relaxed and happy to be in a safe place, in my arms. My arms slowly go around her more as to embrace her. Holding her ever so tightly. She is safe, she is secure. That is all she ever wanted because this makes her feel at home. In my arms holding her so tight. She sleeps deeply. Like a flower that has finished its bloom in the fall as winter slowly creeps in. It will get colder as ever new day passes. I understand her like no one else ever will. She knows this and smiles. A sleepy small smirk. The kind you can just see oh so slightly . She is a strange beast in all of its glory. Cunning , smart and beautiful as a winter mountain top just sprinklered with a layer of snow. She rest once more eyes closing more, gasp of air, grin turns to a smile she is safe and I am happy and sad at the same time. Happy because she is in my arms and sad because as she falls deeper into her sleep I know she is leaving me. Not gone forever but gone for now.